I feel so sick today & boy just came over and I wanted to cry b/c I look so gross & my eye has puffed up & can’t talk can’t go near his face. we watched cartoons & he got me some fruit & hot drinks anyway I feel somesort of weird guilt for having the flu & wanted the company but didn’t want to get him sick
having hot whisky lemon coldral want to sleep for 3 days / want to dress nice and go to a party