
AH, 2017
I was really embarrassed asking for my old job back but my boss said she’s thrilled and would love me to come back // just over looking for jobs pretending to be the best version of myself and having no time or money // I’d rather just do my job there for the summer and go swimming every evening and work on my art
a work of mine got chosen to show in a window gallery in wellington, it’s only small but I’m pretty proud of myself / excited to see it installed in october // gotup early to have breakfast with dad for his birthday now I’ve come home and am back in bed w/ my cat // I’m broke and thinking of asking my old boss for a job again…. I don’t know // I want next year to start so badly and I want to be financially stable enough to work on the projects that I’m finally getting enough confidence to do

Helen Frankenthaler, Jacob’s Ladder, 1957
Oil on canvas
© 2018 Helen Frankenthaler / Artists Rights Society (ARS), New York
Thinking about: Croatia, sevdaliza, cy twombly, Sriwhana Spong, red lips, short hair, oversized shirts, red wine, citrus
I want to be in moving water all of the time