like I have had no feedback for this paper the whole semester and the exam is in a few hours? and now my tutor is angry at me for not going to tutorials even though I explained I have to work to get by and it clashes with tutorials // I’ve been so distant from academia this semester like? I feel so wrung out at the moment and the harassment issue at work took a lot more out of me than I’d like to admit // maybe I’ll have to do summer school and then everyone will know I’m an idiot  

I finishing studying for good in 10 days which is only just hitting me now but also I feel so beyond it now? I don’t feel like I’ve learnt or done much this year but maybe that’s alright // trying to make plans for next year but also looking forward to a summer of just working and earning and spending my evenings at the beach // trying to plan a stick and poke for z and have been making art which I actually like and enjoy doing which is a bit foreign but nice // obsessed with the supreme + nobuyoshi collection but know I wont be able to get any of it